So, here I am being honest again that I just cannot understand what I am going through. I am trying my hardest to understand the why. I...

The things that hurt the most are the little things. Seeing a memory and thinking back to a moment where I had so much joy that has since...

I know that I am supposed to be strong for my other three children and my husband. I know that I need to be able to be happy sometimes...

So, here I am alone and actually sitting here wondering what to do. I know that it is not healthy to sit and cry and think about all of...

Today was a VERY long day. I don't know how to explain how I have felt the past 40 days, but today when we took her to be placed in her...

Each day is a reminder of the loss that we have had in our lives. Each memory, each story, each time lapse on Facebook reminds me of my...

Time is funny. How we measure time is unique as well. Some of us measure time by the number of seconds, minutes, or hours in a day. I now...

Nothing, and I really mean nothing, could ever prepare you for the depth of pain that you feel when you are grieving a child. I sit...

So, I thought that I had this post written but something happened and it disappeared. I guess maybe I did not say the right thing? So,...

Making new memories with my girl is so hard. I feel like I will break and crack and break down while also attempting to have a smile on...

Today has been one of the longest days of my life and definitely has felt like the longest day since you have been gone. My dear sweet...

Oh my dear sweet girl, today mommy misses you so much! It hurts so bad to keep breathing when you are not here beside me breathing the...

Adeline has been leaving me dimes in different places. At first I did not realize that they were from her, but the third time I knew that...

One month ago our lives were shattered. One month ago my heart was broken in ways that I could have never imagined. One month ago my...

It's funny the things that stop you dead in your tracks and make you sob when you have lost a child. Today, for me, it was finding a...

Mornings used to be my favorite time of the day. It was a chance to start a new day, to share in new memories, and to really try and...

So, today was one of those days where life was debilitating and where I did not feel as though I could go on. Today I was supposed to go...

The hardest part of this entire experience has been the emotional turmoil that I constantly feel. I feel like I am stuck in the middle of...

Today has been an awful day. I don't know that I have cried this much since it first happened. I am a complete mess today. I don't want...

As I sit here, moving our things into the house that we will rent and the first home that we will make without you live here. I am...